“But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin.”  1John 1:7 

God desires that we have fellowship. He is more passionate about you seeing the way he sees than you could ever be. He wants you to come to understand things the way he does- to live the life he lives. He already gave you his life! 
With the word, his vision for your life can and would be fulfilled! 
“In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God… That was the true Light, which lighteth every man that cometh into the world.”  John 1:1,9 
With the word of God, God ceases to be a mystery, we can properly understand his plans and purposes and we can live our lives fully like he lives his life, just like he already admonished us to: 
“Be imitators of God in everything you do, for then you will represent your Father as his beloved sons and daughters.”  Ephesians 5:1, TPT 
One way to begin is to fully accept all that the word of God says you are and can do! Do not argue with him, what he calls you, call yourself. 
 “…that we might be made the righteousness of God in him.” 2 Corinthians 5:21
 “But ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises of him who hath called you out of darkness into his marvellous light:” 2 Peter 2:9
Talk about you and your situation the way he says you should- 
 “My brethren, count it all joy…” James 1:2b 
Be the express fulfillment of his desires! 

BIBLE READING PLAN: JOB 37 -38